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Becoming more aware of my habits is leading me to be in better control.

During the week-long span from Sunday, February 16, to Saturday, February 22, I recorded all of the media that I consumed in a “media diary.” The way I defined media was anything that portrayed information or entertainment to me through a screen, text, or audio source. Note that I did not include in-person interactions as media so long as they were free from the use of technology to enhance the conversation/interaction. This exercise taught me quite a bit about my personal habits and what I might do to be in better control of those habits. While it is nice to not need to write everything I see/hear, I am grateful for the added layer of thought I have added to my subconscious when I am consuming media of any variety.

In my media diary, I simply wrote five things that defined each entry: 1) the date I consumed the media, 2) the title of the media I was consuming, 3) the general medium through which I was consuming the media, 4) how much time I had spent consuming the media, and 5) how deliberate I was in seeking out that particular piece of media. Again, just by writing these things down, I became more aware of how often I might “waste time” doing things that aren’t immediately important when I could be spending my time on other priorities.

In order to get a better sense of what this data looked like, I decided to focus in on three main points to visualize: what general purpose the media held at the time of consumption, how much time I was spending consuming that media, and how deliberate I was in seeking that media out. I chose to visualize this data using a simple particle simulator (adapted from an idea that I had to implement in another class). As you will see below, each individual particle is a single entry of media that was consumed. Three variables in the particles symbolize the three parameters I was focusing on, and they are as follows:

Category (color): I whittled down my media consumption into four categories–recreation (red), spiritual (yellow), productivity (green), and family/social (blue). Starting from the end and going backwards, family/social signifies any consumption of media that I used to communicate with my friends and family, such as phone calls, video chats, and text messaging; productivity means anything that was used to accomplish tasks necessary for classwork, research, and general future career needs through email, presentations, online textbooks, etc.; spiritual is for any religious media that I consumed that goes toward helping me be a better person and building my faith, such as reading scriptures, listening to talks and lessons at church, and so forth; recreation is for anything else that doesn’t fit into one of the other three categories, including YouTube videos about my hobbies, playing video games, watching movies or sporting events, etc. I could have done just two categories or added even more, but these four categories paint a fairly full story.

Duration (size): the bigger the particle, the longer I spent involved in a particular activity. Among the longer-lasting forms of media were movies, sporting events, and classes. The smaller ones include checking emails, using social media out of boredom, and so forth.

Deliberateness (speed): the speed of the particle is inversely proportional to how deliberate I was in consuming a particular piece of media. Namely, the slower the particle, the more steady and deliberate I was in choosing to consume that exact piece of media, and the faster the particle, the more spontaneous and distracting a piece of media was, almost thrust upon me, whether by an algorithm or by my two-year-old daughter.

So, without further ado, here is my week visualized:

Sunday: we went to church (big yellow particle) and then mostly relaxed by watching a movie, then I watched the NBA All-Star Game (the biggest red particle)
Monday: this was also my “no phone day” for Assignment #1. I was mostly doing homework and was able to stay extremely focused beyond a few distractions that I had to pretty deliberately seek out on my laptop.
Tuesday: with my phone back, I felt more compelled to get “caught up” on social media since I hadn’t even really used it without my phone. I had some meetings and was able to still be fairly productive, though.
Wednesday: similar to Tuesday, but with class thrown in there. Quite a few quick but spontaneous distractions.
Thursday: another class, a phone call with family, and some more homework.
Friday: final class of the week, and nothing else much productive beyond that. I was certainly ready for the weekend. I made a couple of calls to my parents, as well.
Saturday: I was able to get some homework done, but I was certainly distracted and enjoying myself since it was the weekend. My daughter wanted to watch a movie, and I kept getting sucked into social media since my “Digital Wellbeing” helper functions aren’t active on Saturdays. I can definitely see how much they help.

The full week combined: Classes, church, movies, and sporting events are the bigger particles, while checking social media and emails, as well as reading random articles here and there are the smaller ones.

As you can see from the data above, there tends to be a majority of recreation-centered media consumption in my life. Perhaps it’s due to how exactly I defined media, but it’s still quite apparent that I use a lot of media to entertain myself. That being said, I do use media for a lot of productive things. It’s ingrained into the classes I take, doing my homework, setting up meetings with people, and many more things.

The biggest takeaways from this data for me, though, is that the bigger items are typically slower than the smaller items. I’m spending a majority of my time really focused on specific tasks that I have personally decided to enact. While there are several little distractions throughout the day, they don’t completely dominate my time. Adding them all up definitely would show quite a bit of time taken away, though, so I want to be better at eliminating that usage, especially when it’s something not very important.

Overall, seeing this data has helped me to understand my media usage and habits better, and with that better understanding, gives me some ideas on how to better set expectations and boundaries for myself to be more in control of what I do each day. And for that added insight, I’m very grateful for the experience. But I’m sure glad I don’t have to write everything I do down in my little notebook. I found myself not wanting to give in to every impulse because I didn’t want to write it down. That’s honestly not the worst thing, though…

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Getting my phone back was worse than going without it.

I chose Monday, February 17, to be the day I went without my phone for 24 hours. Sunday night before I went to bed, I set my phone in the other room and didn’t pick it up again until Tuesday morning. It was quite the enlightening experience. The funny part is that during the 24 hours, the biggest things I missed weren’t the things I do most on my phone but were the basic utility things like taking a picture, checking my calendar, or texting and calling my wife. I was able to make accommodations for most of these things since I had my laptop with me practically all day (had to Google how to simply take a picture with my computer’s webcam).

It was a pretty typical day, and I feel like I was able to focus much better and I got a lot of homework done, which was exactly what I needed. Knowing that I still had access to do almost anything I could do with my phone if I needed made my use of the internet much more deliberate. Being freed from the constant ping of notifications was also very refreshing.

Overall, the 24 hours was not difficult. However, the next morning, I had my phone again, and felt compelled to “catch up” on the things that I had “missed out on” the previous day. Probably due to the lack of quick convenience of checking anything on social media on my phone, I felt like I needed to check my Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, and other feeds first thing. After pretty much wasting the entire first half of my morning, I was pretty appalled by the comparison between how I felt the day before and that morning.

“Addiction” can seem like a strong word, but I don’t think it’s necessarily inaccurate for me sometimes. The ease and convenience that having a smartphone provides makes it very easy to overuse. I really appreciate having the ability to communicate with people quickly and to take pictures and record notes, but I could perhaps do without the added extreme ease of access that such a device provides.

I’ve been interested in and have used the various tools that Google has rolled out on various Android devices, including my Google Pixel phone, all under the “Digital Wellbeing” banner. This exercise has helped me to see how using those tools have definitely helped me to tame my smartphone usage, but perhaps there are even more ways that I can tweak the tools to help me manage my behavior.

Something of note is that I will probably include my internet browser as one of my “Focus” apps that are restricted throughout the day since I can do quick Google searches throughout the day through a little widget. If there’s anything that I want to look into more extensively, I can make a note of it later and come back to it later in the day, or I can pull out my computer and check it out there.

One other thing I can do is find some sort of app or something that will package my notifications and only release them at specific intervals, instead of right when they come in. While I am aware that there are some disadvantages with that, I feel like it would help train me to be more focused.

I loved the benefits this exercise brought to light, including limiting distractions and making my usage of the internet and other technological tools much more deliberate. I only looked up things that were the most important thoughts throughout the day, letting the unimportant fleeting thoughts die out.

Overall, I had a much more fulfilling day due to the sense of purpose I held and not deviating from it. I’m not ready to throw away my phone, but I certainly will be implementing more measures to free myself from some of its enticing and addictive behaviors it can instill in me. I would highly recommend anyone trying out this exercise to get a better sense of their behavior and what they can do to improve themselves and their connection to others. It certainly helped me a lot.